October 13, 2024

10.7.24

here I am, again,
writing lonely love letters you’ll never read
hoping somehow we’re cosmically connected and you can feel my insides that for some reason don’t feel like me. 
maybe when I have enough of these piled up I’ll find a way to get them to you. 
I know you never meant to hurt me. I don’t mind. 
You know I'd still bleed for you. 
How could I forget you? 
You’re the most amazing and destructive thing to ever happen to me. 
Constantly questioning my own existence. 
I am not good enough. 
I never was. 
To think anything I write could even come close to you. 
But I’ll keep trying. 

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